Heart & Mind Video (MV)

I'm caught up in between
My heart and mind
Knowing damn well
I got a lot up on the line
And I ain't trying to fight the battle
Against time
So I gotta figure out
What to leave behind
I'm caught up in between
My heart and mind
Knowing damn well
I got a lot up on the line
And I ain't trying to fight the battle
Against time
So I gotta figure out
What to leave behind
And I ain't tryna choose
You or my dreams
But if it came down to it
I'd be lonely it seems, cuz I've
Done everything i've could
I'm exhausted
I try to be a good man
Have I lost it?
A question I ask myself
And often I should of stopped
When things were headed down
The hill instead I let it build and build
I feel guilt though my motives
Were good I Should of just chilled
I didn't though
Seeing things were fixable
I proceeded, naggin' and yappin'
And thinking this was what
You needed though its likely
Got offended, never took it lightly
And called me a parent
It should be apparent, Its me caring
But it came to bite me
So now I'm staring a page writing
About it all, I crumble pages
Into balls throw em at the wall
Watch em tumble and fall
And stay stalled
Not word coming out at all
I'm caught up in between
My heart and mind
Knowing damn well
I got a lot up on the line
And I ain't trying to fight the battle
Against time
So I gotta figure out
What to leave behind
I'm caught up in between
My heart and mind
Knowing damn well
I got a lot up on the line
And I ain't trying to fight the battle
Against time
So I gotta figure out
What to leave behind
Am I blind
For not seeing what you see
We got different POVs
Plain and simple we need TLC
Really, if we really want it
Like we say do
We gotta follow up with actions
It may improve our way of living
Or make a difference, no repetition
I'm sick of listening to the
"Ifs" "Imagines"
Im try to make it happen
Its either or my passion
Ain't choosing what's crashing
That's a damn fact
Everything is jam packed
Take a step or stand back
Indecisive ain't no time for that
Certainty is all I ask
It Ain't Sh*t, to be honest
Get a grip, make a promise
One last chance, get up on It
Don't blow It like holding chronic
This the hardest I've had to do
Sad but true seeming like we
Went our own avenues
I can't be mad at you, good times
We had a few, I'm fine
Was bad for you, in my mind
I did the best I could do
To Balance two
I'm caught up in between
My heart and mind
Knowing damn well
I got a lot up on the line
And I ain't trying to fight the battle
Against time
So I gotta figure out
What to leave behind
I'm caught up in between
My heart and mind
Knowing damn well
I got a lot up on the line
And I ain't trying to fight the battle
Against time
So I gotta figure out
What to leave behind