1:52 AM Video (MV)

I can't sleep
Without
The pillow turned 90 degrees
And when I'm cold
I cannot sleep at all
And so
I'll just sing this song
Like I'm doing right now
I can hear the chips
Crinkling

In the background

In the background I hear your voice
Speaking to me
So unkindly
I hate you so much more than I hate me
And Im self loathing
And does it hurt to feel like you have been let down by all the people you care about
You care about
And I know me
Non-conforming as can be
But I
Tried so hard to make you
Tried so hard to make you love me
And now i know
Now I know so much more than before
Have you ever felt the way I feel
And if not
Would you just die right now for me
Would you just die for me