Tom Mann - (The) Art of Bleeding Lyrics

I carve your name in my mind, do you like that?
Blade sharp, hand steady, press down
Exhilaration, elation, in a trance
You cannot comprehend
My blood is my breath
Wear long sleeves and hide those scars
Cover those f*cking names
Only there to remind you
That you were strong
Remember relief
Uh-oh, It's too deep
It's far too f*ckin' deep
I don't expect you to understand
The frame of my mind
When the first cut is made
I don't even exist
This is relief
This is relief
Far too f*cking deep
I don't expect you to understand
The frame of my mind
When the first cut is made
I don't even exist
This is relief
This is relief
I won't tell a soul
The one thing I control
You cannot take it
The only way I can feel
You can never understand
And nothing you can say
Will ever hurt me
More than I can hurt myself
Almost all faded away
Look hard enough
You may just see your goddamn name