Never Quit Video (MV)

I think it's time I finally did it
I wanna get this shit up off my chest and finally say it
Believing in myself was easiest of all
Watching everything around me fall apart is not
I'm only 24 so yeah I've made mistakes
I didn't mean to break your hearts
I blame it on the day
Back in 2017 and I was cheated on
Living with the trauma never thought I ever do you wrong
Nah
This ain't a love song
Just admitting to a fault so I can move on
I spent nights working hard
Lost sleep
Never eating
The anxiety was killing me
To God I'm always pleading for a way out
Damn
That'll do me good
Praying for a handout only when I'm in a mood
It took a lot of soul searching
Who am I to be
If I'm honest
I don't really got a plan B
Giving up was never in the cards
Music was the only thing I truly ever loved
10 years going hard
Learning tricks I stay above the rest
I've seen a lot of people quit
When they see the stress
Its a lonely road
Everybody for them selves
Don't you ever fold
You'll be up next
I made a lot of money doing shady shit
Make it to the top and see how quick ya morals split
Damn
I use to be that guy
Doing everything right
I was hella shy
Never bat an eye
But I'm no longer seventeen
I'm not privy to that shit
Make a joke of me
And laugh at me
But shit I never quit
I done lost it all
Multiple times
All the money that I made
Blew it all on a dime
I truly thought I lost it all
Until the 7th that night
Rushing to the ER
Praying that my Grandma wont die
Next morning know I got the call
Doctor said we gotta come in
Gotta make a choice
Never thought Id have to say goodbye
With a tear down my eye
Gave a kiss on the cheek
That was the last night
I think it's time I finally did it
I wanna get this shit up off my chest and finally say it
Believing in myself was easiest of all
Watching everything around me fall apart is not