Reminiscing
On the past
Different vibes
All alone
All at midnight
The stars are shining bright
Counting on my blessings
Waiting for a chance to see my dream all turn into reality
Through the times I was told I was nothing
I didn't wanna work a part time so I dealed on the side
I knew my family was struggling
I couldn't keep up with demand
So I fled and sold out to the man
Met a woman at the time I felt so hypnotized
Felt so confident I thought I won the bigger prize
Moments later I had seen her house was built on lies
Fell in love to many times I needa focus on my life
Up, Down, Left, Right
Looking for the path but I cannot see the light so I keep on going
Up, Down, Left, Right
Looking for the light but still I'm blinded and I cannot see I keep on going
Up, Down, Left, Right
Looking for the light
Up, Down, Left, Right
Looking for the light
F*ck it all I wanna disappear and start anew
I'm tired of this bullshit that I keep going through
I wanna prosper in this world
But I'm sitting watching television
Feeling so hopeless cause I am nothing but a lazy shit
Luckily I got a good team
Showing me the way and guiding me to make the best decisions
Doing everything I can to be the best that I can be
Taking charge of this life
Know I'll never let you down again