Oct 5 2018 my life changed
January 8 2019 it all came crashing down
See I just lost my son
And it's killing me
I look up to god
Like how could this be
How I'm posed to break this to my family
How I'm suppose to make it without my lil g
See my youngin changed my purpose
Had a nigga putting work in
I put on for you that's for certain
I'm moving forward but I'm hurting
Never looked at you like a burden
All we wanted to do was nurture
Swear me and ya mama miss ya
I'm steady staring at yo pictures
So for that I'm goin in
And for you I gotta win
Everybody say we twins
I hope to see you again
But sense then
I done lost my focus
Drinking on a potion
Going thru the motions
Wishing that's I could've died
So you could live and flourish
Wishing that's I could've died
So you could live and flourish
Lord now you lay me
Down to sleep
I pray the lord
My soul to keep
If I shall die
Before I wake
I pray the lord
My soul to take
Lord now you lay me
Down to sleep
I pray the lord
My soul to keep
If I shall die
Before I wake
I pray the lord
My soul to take
I'll never get see you walk
Never get to hear you talk
Never get to see you grow
That's some I'll never know
Shit eat me up inside
Swear you stay on my mind
I sit and wonder why
My baby had to die
Lord why you had to take my son away from me
Blood in my eyes all this pain I see
Can't let the sorrow take over me
I gotta bounce back and get to the cheese
Lord now you lay me
Down to sleep
I pray the lord
My soul to keep
If I shall die
Before I wake
I pray the lord
My soul to take
Rip Junior
I said Rip Junior
I said Rip Junior
Rip my son
I said Rip Junior
I said Rip Junior
I said Rip Junior
Shid you gone live on
Yea you gone live on
Ya ya ya ya
You gone live on
You gone live on yah