Never thought I'd see you cry
Feelings that I keep inside
Memories that fade away
Often times they slowly die
Had to put away my pride
Type of shit I always hide
Never in a million years
Thought that you would leave my side
Shit got crazy, I was young
Having fun, full of cum
The love of my life
Girl you was the one
I was stupid, I was foolish
Now love lost, f*ck cupid
Use to say you was tripping
But you was right for accusing
I apologize, you see it in my eyes
Nothing's really there
But a light that's slowly dying
Can't blame a dude for trying
I miss when you was mine
On f*ck boy shit, told one too many lies
Girl I apologize, I scream it to the skies
I'm down on blended knee
Like it's 1995
Wish you hear what I am saying
But it's karma who I'm paying
My heart is really heavy
What's the chances of you staying?
Please stay
Reminiscing on seductive kisses
While I call you misses
Damn I miss it
Netflix in chillin
Our nights was thrilling
I gave this up, damn tripping
My mind is spinning
And the clock is ticking my heart is racing
Cuz and I can't not face it
My shorty gone and I f*cking hate it
My shorty gone and I f*cking hate it
Forgive me for my sins
I'm trying to make amends
But it's hard to do cuz I lost
My closest friend
She was running out of patience
Her love turned into hatred
Now I lost my love
Cuz my ego was the basis
I apologize, said one too many times
Nothing else to say
So I put it in a rhyme
Had money on my mind
Other women in my line
Had to fit you in
Couldn't give you that much time
Now I'm crazy, f*ck Cupid
I'm stupid and dumb
Fumbled the ball
Cuz u was the one
Our heart and our soul
I pictured as one
I give u the world , whatever you want
Keys to the cars and houses and stuff
I beg for your love and a future that's us
I know that it's gone and it's tearing me up
But I guess I see you next lifetime my love