Tony Saint - Fear Lyrics

How does your head look to your eyes
Well I tell you
It looks like what you see out in front of you
Because all that you see out in front of you is how you feel inside your head
So it's the same with this

Fear
Make you feel like you ain't good enough
Make you scared of something you made up
Make you hide away from everyone
And everybody got it, that's fear
Make you frozen in your tracks
Unable to move or react
All your homies tell you to relax
But you can't
And everybody got it, that's fear

Lately I've been fearing a lot, hearing a lot
They don't understand it kill me inside when they don't rock with my songs
Say that I can do better
What if I write a million songs and I just regret em
What if all my better works are in my past, cemented
What if I blow and then producers come and sue for percentage
What if I always go through cycles of this black depression
What if I lose my whole team cause I'm creatively gutted
Feeling bad for myself
Feeling mad at myself
Cause I can't write a hit song and put a plaque on the shelf
What if they hear my newest album and they can't relate
Sometimes just hearing that is like a punch in the face
Keep writing, keep writing, keep writing, promise you'll get better
Yeah, but I've been doing this like forever
And ain't no elevation present, just an elevator on it's way down
What if I'm cursed to work a nine to five, and never be found
That's fear
Everybody got a different version
For me I feel like fear is like a person
It tells you off until your heart's hurting
Inner voice will cut you open like a surgeon
You're nothing, you're nothing, you're nothing
Never gon be something
What you thinking you was doing with that passion you pursuing
Why'd you think that you was cool enough compared to all the other ones
Those other artists never had no problem building followers
I guess you just another hopeless soul who never had it in him
They not gon relate to your struggles with all your past evictions
You isn't meant for this rapping shit with your pacifism
You probably crazy just like your mama and uncle Billy
You probably get it and lose it the same day
Your inner self is too ugly that's why you became Saint
Tryna be a Christian, but you going to Hell
Cause you keep on having sex, you ain't denying yourself
Yeah you asking for forgiveness, but it's all futile
Just cause you reading the Bible doesn't mean you a child
It's fear talking
It's fear talking
My daily coffin
I just peeled it open

That's fear
Make you feel like you ain't good enough
Make you scared of something you made up
Make you hide away from everyone
But everybody got it, that's fear
Make you frozen in your tracks
Unable to move or react
All your homies tell you to relax
But you can't
And everybody got it, that's fear

I'm afraid of so many things
I guess this what it's like to be a human being
Only thing that could save me now is a light beam
Happiness don't live inside, I ain't smiling
Please let me know if you feel it too
Cause it seem like the whole world never really knew what it feel like to be alone
Chilling in the stu
Coming up with all these lyrics that you know ain't breaking through
What it feel like to wake up with the fear right in your brain stuck
Don't think about that text nah
Don't think about that break up
Don't think about your scarred chest
Don't think about going to college
Don't think about it
Don't think about it
Don't think about it, I know you thought you thought it
Scary when you ain't going nowhere with all your visions
And it's scary cause you right on the edge of missing your bills
And man it's scary like I see Michael Myers coming to kill me
Man it's scary that we all finna end in a cemetery

It's fear
Make you feel like you ain't good enough
Make you scared of something you made up
Make you hide away from everyone
But everybody got it, that's fear
Make you frozen in your tracks
Unable to move or react
All your homies tell you to relax
But you can't
And everybody got it, that's fear

Fear in your blood
Fear in your brains
Fear in your veins
Fear
But they don't wanna talk about fear
But they don't wanna talk about fear
But they don't wanna hear about fear
But they don't wanna talk about fear
But they don't wanna hear about... fear