Tony Saint - Pain Lyrics

So much pain I just
I just can't explain
So much pain I just
I just can't explain
So much pain I just
I just can't explain
I just can't explain
I just can't explain

I been askin Jesus where you at huh
I feel like my life under attack huh
It don't matter when I fade to black huh
When I die I bet they prolly laugh huh
I was sick to my stomach
Read the word of God and now I'm rejuvenated
Prolly stand alone against the crowd of the faithless
Used to hate my life so much I had to be sedated
Making hits for platinum gold, yeah
Lie to me and say you love me
I just wanna feel you there, yeah
I'm killin my self to death, yeah
Hey
Put the gun to my own head
Thankin God it had no lead
Every morning there's a protest
With the military sayin no way
And my body shakin with the cold sweat
Cause it's hard enough to trust the police
And the riot started with the bullets

So much pain I just
I just can't explain
So much pain I just
I just can't explain
So much pain I just
I just can't explain
I just can't explain
I just can't explain

Had to lift my head forget the past huh
Break up taught me how to be a man huh
Push my buttons I do not react huh
Hug my brother told him that I'm back huh
Fast food I trashed it
Treadmill I dashed it
Handled those adlibs
I was the last one they picked at the track meet
Now I'm the one cause I rap on that trap beat
Homie in the front, got some girls in the back seat
Boutta have some fun no more pain no more panic
Pouring up a shot cause love is the answer
Buried all my pain I replaced it with passion