Toosii - Love is... Lyrics

Tattoos on my arm (Bossman, you went crazy on this one)
Still scared of forever (yo, Sam, this shit heat)
Keep my exes letters in the third drawer of my dresser
First one hit me hard (damn, Dawson)
Second was a feather
Playin' operation tryna put me back together
Closed off and exposed
Salty and I'm seared
Naked in my clothes, yeah
Love is weird
Don't know how I wound up here
Yeah (love is weird)

Leave a picture on the dresser
I knew you wasn't ready when I met you
You say you gon' leave, but I won't sweat ya
My mind been made up, plenty times, I swear, I could've gave up
Plenty times, inside I'm hurt, but played tough
Every time you give up on me, I be callin' back like we done made up
I just wanna meet whoever made love, 'cause it hurt
And it's weird, yeah (love is weird)

Baby, I need you to be here, be my friend
Hold my hand (ayy)
Will you forgive all my sins?
I'll probably never fall in love again
I sat in that tub again
I had thoughts of slittin' my wrist, but then I knew that you'd be pissed
I didn't, what's the point of me livin' if this the way that I'll be feelin'?
Why won't you stay? I just don't get it

Cryin' to nobody else
I ain't got nobody help
I feel like I'm by myself
Freeze my heart or it's gon' melt
All the things that I been through, this probably the worst I've felt
You don't give a damn, I speak my peace and you just say, "Oh well" (ayy)
Stay on the other side of the fence
I done noticed, what's for you is for you, what's meant is meant
I done did a lot for us to just make love
Then it's like we break up, see, you like to take stuff
Take my heart and put it on the train tracks
Or take a silver bullet and just aim it where my brain at
Bleed for you, grieve for you, here for you, need for you
Don't know how you did it, never seen myself leaving you
Thought you would've changed, but it's okay, I still believe in ya
Even though I can't tell you what it was that I seen in ya
Hard times, they only get better, I had told you I won't let up
Told you one day I'm gon' rock you like my sweater
Told you one day I would treat you way, way better than he ever did
You messed it up
I know you don't care, but now you out of luck
Life is tough, you the one been 'round when my life was rough
I was there, I'm the one who came around and piped you up
How I'm supposed to make you moan when you can't even make a house a home?
Baby, I thought that we was grown, some things I wish would've been shown
You don't really love me, I just wish I would've known
It's been easier just tryna be alone (yeah)

Leave a picture on the dresser
I knew you wasn't ready when I met you
You say you gon' leave, but I won't sweat ya
My mind been made up, plenty times, I swear, I could've gave up
Plenty times, inside I'm hurt, but played tough
Every time you give up on me, I be callin' back like we done made up
I just wanna meet whoever made love, 'cause it hurt
And it's weird, yeah (love is weird)

Baby, I need you to be here, be my friend
Hold my hand (ayy)
Will you forgive all my sins?
I'll probably never fall in love again
I sat in that tub again
I had thoughts of slittin' my wrist, but then I knew that you'd be pissed
I didn't, what's the point of me livin' if this the way that I'll be feelin'?
Why won't you stay? I just don't get it

Love is weird, love is weird
Ooh-ooh-ooh
Love is weird