Top Heavy - I Might Lyrics

Tell me where do I begin
Better yet, where will I end at
Will I die unknown or bless a world that's shown what's in my pen pad
I been had dream schemes to bring 'em to life
Starting to feel like they clingin' to life
As I grow in age
And I don't relate
To what they say on a social page
Cause my focus ain't
On the pendin' trends
And I won't engage in
Blowing pay
In a hopeless chase of the hype
When your golden days turn to nights
And your holdin's ain't looking right
Well, what do you do then
Got two kids
That study my movements
So I gotta move right
I'm steady improving
Stay ready for loose ends
See Heavy the new him
God shine your light on me
Been losing faith in what I don't see
Along with my reflection
Ain't it perplexin' how perspective change
When directions gained
Connections made
But you slipped up and learned the lessons late
Can't get back yesterday
Just make sure not to hesitate
Moving forward
No more regrets to take to heaven's gates
I think I'll just take it easy for the night
Not the type
To follow and believe in any hype
It don't please me like the grind do
Gotta stack up these achievements with the mic
I'm prestige in this I might
Just take over the game
I might just take over the game
I might just take over the game
They don't know what I came from
The nights we was cold in the rain
And I ain't have no one to blame but me
I need a antidepressant
So I can stop sweatin' shit
Like antiperspirant
The pressure get
Too large to put into measurement
Gotta get out this position I've assumed
Before I let my conditions consume me
Opposite end of cool
Where my head is
Bout to explode
Situation out of control
So why stress it
Life lessons
Been blocking my blessings
What it feel like
Obtained knowledge and changed my perception of real life
Got me askin' God questions from morning until night
Now I only spit real shit
Whenever I kill mics
See if they still bite when the message switch
I better get credited
Far fetched
It ain't never been that effortless
We dyin' over less on this cruel earth
That fuels hate
In the hearts of those that pull first
Prior to discussion
No time for words the fire interruptin'
Only person bein' heard is a buyer of a substance
I think I'll just take it easy for the night
Not the type
To follow and believe in any hype
It don't please me like the grind do
Gotta stack up these achievements with the mic
I'm prestige in this I might
Just take over the game
I might just take over the game
I might just take over the game
They don't know what I came from
The nights we was cold in the rain
And I ain't have no one to blame but me