I split my f*cking head open so literally and metaphorically a part of me is fractured
I'm so damn numb I don't care about any negative reactors anymore
Sometimes I've been acting like a bastard when I'm sore
Slam my foot down on the ground does it matter anymore how I feel
If it do to me then Imma make it mass appeal
Make a hit more appeal than a f*cking happy meal
They gon shake my hand think it's the devil tryna make a deal
Keep my trust authentic I'm just tryna keep it real
Time to keep it real
I'm not a flat earther but girl you making my world go 'round
In my own lane had to take my own route
My own path that I pave and I can't count the amount of
People tryna follow but it's looking like a crowd
My level of elegance is looking like I deserve a crown
Entertainment something I provide the whole town
Which one I refer to any town that I'm around yeah
Any town that I'm around yeah
That I'm around
I'm refreshing to em cause I made a new sound yeah
Now just listen
Steady moving forward and I ain't talking Scottie Pippen
Even when they try to hit me on my chin and leave it crimson
I'm just tryna make my bag bigger like I'm buying shit for Christmas
Buying shit for Christmas yeah
She want me to kiss her luscious lips it's on my bucket list
Never hesitated never thinking what the f*ck is this
Now I'm down but her other bullshit had enough of this
You do anything else you got me heading over quick
If I ain't coming over then it's over with that bitch
Yeah it's over
Not my time to give you closure
I'm just tryna get closer in touch with my own emotions
If you love my time need to have your own motion cause I
Appreciate together and alone time
If I call out your mistakes you know I own mine
Never said that I was perfect in my old lines
If I said I was then I wouldn't be human
When I'm wearing drip yeah it making me feel humid
I don't see an L how can you say that I'm losing
Man I miss juice now my dreams feeling lucid and
I've been through a lot
But that doesn't overshadow all these blessings that I got
If only that's the thing that stop me stressing round the clock
Speaking of that I keep messing with my new watch yeah
With my watch yeah
With my watch yeah
Need my pockets fat yeah yeah need em feeling chunky
Need to feel satisfied every month so it's monthly
Compensate my negative emotions with some money I guess
Some people say less money less stress
But I'm just trying find a way to give myself respect
Give myself respect
Think it would be stupid if I gave myself less
This point only thing to give myself is f*cking checks yes
Yeah
Lifting up my wrist
Pull with the mist
Pull up in a fit
That tell 'em I'm legit
Lifting up my wrist
Pull with the mist
Pull up in a fit
That tell 'em I'm legit