TR Sun - Terminator (feat. Julie Almer.Yjl) [Intro] Lyrics

If I terminate myself
Will I drop down into hell
Will I finally get return of the love I always felt
For you
And the hate I still feel
For me

Cuz I'm the terminator
Yeah I'm the terminator

My life is f*ckin wild
Been that way for a while
Still can't believe the change
But it kinda my style
I really never thought this daydream would end
But wakin up I'm lost
I left my best friend

Cuz I'm the terminator
Yeah I'm the terminator

Never thought I'd be a nigga that got caught up all in love
Never thought I'd meet a girl to inspire all these songs
Never thought I'd be the one to cry from what I lost
Never thought lovin and losin would have this kinda cost

Cuz I'm the terminator
Yeah I'm the terminator

My songs be kinda twisted
A mirror of my life
Filled with pain and suffering recount a nigga strife
But there is a light
During the dark of night
I met a girl I loved a girl she thought I'd be alright
Her mind was like no other
Wit thick thighs to match
Combination of the two it stopped me like a scratch
Can't believe I ran
Cuz now we're worlds apart
Hard to imagine life without her at the start

Cuz I'm the terminator
Yeah I'm the terminator

Wanted to cry I wanted to die
It's kinda hard just being alive
Black ain't a color opposite of the light
A victim to the colorism invented by whites

Cuz I'm the terminator
Yeah I'm the terminator