Traces - 6HRS Lyrics

V1:
I hate myself every morning
But give me a second to change
Please, thanks, excuse me, I'm sorry
Yeah I know, how to fool
Crooked Smile even now I don't know is real
But I don't like to think about it.

If someone could save me from myself, I wish they would
But I'm either overthinking or misunderstood
All of the lies I place with caution won't stay put
6 hours and it's out of my hands
6 hours til I'll wake again

CHRS:
Last Door down the hall
New frames on the walls
But It's always the same.
Lost pride and self control
Bitter pill but down it goes
A familiar taste.
Down at the water I'll drowse and drift away
I'd take the fault if I drown and so I pray
Knees pressed to the floor
I'm begging you but I'm sure
That I know what you'd say

V2:
I know, I know that I've been better off
To tell the truth I'm insecure and just a bit dishonest
But maybe more honest than I should've been

I know, I know that I am bitter often
I know I never seem to finish what I always start
I know I shouldn't show my hand before I see the cards
But I couldn't help myself and now I think it's over

Pull focus, I'm always thinking, I'm overloaded
I could fall through the cracks, through the glass, sinking fast
Thinking I'm overdue, overdone, overthink everything that I was
I wanted something more than I could see
Maybe it's more than I am or I could be
Do you think you could see me?

Do you think you could see me?
In color not black and white since I was born
But now there's no feeling
Yet feels like I'm losing a part of myself

Said I used to know me, I used to know who I was
Patience and grace is now burdensome
Nothing but burden under the sun
So I turn the key and just let it run.