TRALA - Reverie Lyrics

White knuckled, hunched over
Don't see me in my corner
Say something, don't say a thing

Can't prove it, why bother
I can't be pushed any further
I'm even doubting my story

Rockabye baby don't stop
I dare the bow to break and drop
Even if it's real or not

Dream with me

This violence like giants
& all that's done in quiet
I want to crawl out of my skin

Rockabye baby don't stop
I dare the bow to break and drop
Even if it's real or not

Dream with me

Set me free
From my reverie

Don't let this be for nothing
Say it happened to me for something

Wish there was somewhere else to go
There the only ones I've got
As the cradle starts to fall
Let this cradle start to rock
When the wind blows the cradle will rock
When the bow breaks the cradle will fall
And down will come baby cradle and all"

Making sure that i can breathe
Its a little bit survival
Its a little fantasy
It's a safe reality


I tell myself I shouldn't speak
Let go and leave reality
But I have a right to dream


I'm past my own wishes
The only thing that helps me

I'm stuck in this cycle
It's just my sick survival

And I'm ashamed of what I see
I want to leave my own body
Can't be put back together

My only way to escape
Keep checking my vitals
Im banking on survival

Reverie
When the cradle starts to rock
Comfortable in the isolation
These eyes are Glazed over
Repurposing the situation
Someone's stepping on my chest
White knuckles
Do this dance with me
Dare to come with me
It wasn't my fault
The Anatomy of Doubt
Survival mode
Going to an imaginary place to survive
Coping mechanism
Alternate reality

Choking
Unstable
Silently screaming
Fighting for air
Fighting to breathe
Gasping for air

Strangely comfortable alone

Peculiarly safe alone

Fall with me
Wake up
There's a place we can go
There's a place that I know
Welcome to our world
I'm as numb
Is there something wrong with me
The damage has been done

Wish there was somewhere else to go
This all I know
Isolation


I've got what we need
Inside this fantasy
So dream with me

In a different atmosphere
I can show you what I see
I find my refuge here
So dream with me

Only here I'm safe & sound

Rescue me