Traps - Cowboy Lyrics

And the truth is that it's not so bad
Which just hurts us both
While I hurt you the most
I'm not proud
Then out of sky, not a bird or a plane
A pointless lie, to hurt you again
No reason within, or a way to begin
Words burn like flames, no support or no change!

I'd like to feel I'm not atrocious
Not awful, not bad news
I'm surrounded by my own history
Now my history surrounds you
Then out of the dirt, my old hand in a skirt
Reminds I'm not clean, the places I've been
It's not far, behind, in the back of my mind
The women I've seen, the drugs in-between

We're, animals, trying, to act
Like we're not
We're not, trying too
Hard!-

There's no need to listen
We'll only forget
I'll ignore the rest
In my bullshit-proof vest
Relent over nothing
Or just the tiniest something
I just wish, You'd stop being jealous!
And let me be selfish

Always did what I did till I met you
Whenever you say stop I try my best to
Never raised my fist or screamed with anger
Always keep my mouth good 'n' shut for
HER!

I can't find, a better way
To be myself, anymore

I can't wait to look back with regret
Than to look forward with fear
We can always ignore these things
We've been doing it for years and years
Years and years
You're looking at me like I'm crazy
Looking at you like you're crazy

I wish I weren't hurting you
Like I am right now
Look away, look away
Pretend that I'm not

I once knew a boy who swallowed his pride
Perhaps he'll die?
Yeah!? I'd rather be told off for telling the truth
Than get away with telling a lie
I'm screaming while I'm at home
Though I keep my mouth
Closed