Trash Diva - It's Not Me! Lyrics

Tried to change myself
But God had other plans
Wasted all this time
Could never your man
Treat me like disease
Crouching at the door
F*cking up your mind
Your post traumatic whore
Bathing in the blood
Of someone else's thoughts
Exercise the devils
Twisting up my guts
Lying on a couch
You left to "find yourself"
Guess mom was right
Better off with anybody else
He's pretty
I'm mad
I think I just hate men
So jealous
It's sad
I want to be like him
This brings me to my knees
Your new f*ckboi's a joke
It's so not you its me
I just cant let things go
There's so much that I don't l know
Oh how I hate him so
How can I let things go
I'll never let it go!!!!
IT'S NOT ME!
I'm not your woman
I'm not your girl
More like a ghost
Haunting up your world
Satanic panic
My lil' Hell
All caught up in a codependent spell
Got your hands
Around my throat
Squeezing hard
Just to keep me close
Got a knife
Against your noose
I'll die if I don't try and cut you loose