You feel this energy
It's running through my system
Darkness all around me
Bumping music in my pickup
Bad thoughts in head got me wondering away
Close my eyes I wake up and I pray for better days
I'm working hard for the shit I'm never given
You think that you know me but you only know my interests
I never open up cus they hold my past against me
I lost so much people cus my actions aren't friendly
Just hold me close I just need you come and guide me
Trapped inside my mind as I watch my demons fighting
Skies turning grey illuminating from the lighting
Rain pouring down that's a sign of angels crying
Darkness all around me
Smiles turn to frowning
Hatred in your heart
See you sinking and you drowning
Eyes turning cold
My days alive are counted
Sitting at the gates
But this heaven place is crowded
I can't leave you yet
Just leave my soul to wonder
Shots to my head
Got my body in a slumber
I hope I did you good
I hope my presence brought you comfort
Will I die alone is the shit I always wonder
Just follow me and I'll bring you to the end
Cold winter nights all alone up in my bed
Wish I had a life full of luxury and friends
No matter what I'll be grinding till I'm dead