Trippz Michaud - Drown Lyrics

Been sleeping til the sun goes down
Haven't felt myself in a while
Maybe I'm depressed or I don't give a f*ck about nothing right now, right now
I'm just thinking out loud, la la
When I'm in my mind I drown OoOo
And now I don't remember what I'm sad about
Too much on my mind, watching every day go by
I been struggling to find happiness and I think I'm wasting my time
I been laid in bed all day, I don't got the hope but I pray
Yo my people ask if i'm good, yes I lied and said I'm okay
I'm not tryna worry my fam, sad they don't know who I am
I been looking happy on cam but that feeling happy I can't
I been too deep in my thoughts
Tryna turn my brain off
Overthinking I'm lost, feel the pain til I'm gone, woah oh
Been sleeping til the sun goes down
Haven't felt myself in a while
Maybe I'm depressed or I don't give a f*ck about nothing right now, right now
I'm just thinking out loud, la la
When I'm in my mind I drown
And now I don't remember what I'm sad about
Maybe I drown in my mind too much
Wishin I'd find what I'm looking for
All of this pain I will never love
Maybe I'm just f*cked up yeah yeah yeah
Yeah, never thought I'd be this low
Lack emotion my heart cold
Feel a void that I can't close
Ending life, I've been close
Where the f*ck did I go wrong? Phones off just don't call
All the past shit I moved on, What the f*ck am I sad for?
Doctors say I need medication, already walked the road once yeah
Tried this shit when I got persuaded, made me change who I was yeah
Numb as f*ck when I couldn't feel and I wish that I could just cry
Drank a bit to try and open up but you get addicted sometimes, woah oh
Been sleeping til the sun goes down
Haven't felt myself in a while
Maybe I'm depressed or I don't give a f*ck about nothing right now, right now
I'm just thinking out loud, la la
When I'm in my mind I drown
And now I don't remember what I'm sad about, yeah
I'm drowning yeah
I'm drowning yeah yeah yo yo
Just drown, just drown yeah
Just drown, just drown oh oh