Troy Patterson - November Nights Lyrics

On those November Nights
Hope to God he think I'm living right
I don't know because it's outta sight
Try my best to really live in Christ
I'm thinking twice
On those November Nights
Hope to God he think I'm living right
I don't know because it's outta sight
Try my best to really live in Christ
I'm tripping right?

Every 365 you should get a lil more wiser
Life's as much a mystery as test so I inquire
Vow to give the Lord my very best til I ex-pire
Always been a fighter never gon deny ya

Still get tired
From the day to day back and forth and this a way
Hoping things gon come to pass you'll throw some blessings this a way
Tryna be ya friend today
Comprehend me hey I'm here today
And when I'm running outta energy and ain't got nun to say

I'm doubting you, and borderline I pout to you
Thats to me what struggle do
Holding onto prophecies of all the stuff that you Would do
People say tell me trust in you
Frightening such a crazy view
Hold my breath until I'm blue

And pass out
They say what you mad bout
Far from crazy never lazy got up off the couch
Love For God is in my veins Like soul food in the south
But still lay in a bed of fear And entertain My doubts

On those November Nights
Hope to God he think I'm living right
I don't know because it's outta sight
Try my best to really live in Christ
I'm thinking twice
On those November Nights
Hope to God he think I'm living right
I don't know because it's outta sight
Try my best to really live in Christ
I'm tripping right?

It's like how many rhymes?
How many lines?
How many times?
Will I go back and forth with friends and act like all is fine
How will it end up In the end just know that I was trying
I made mistakes ain't pump the brakes I own it All it's mine

Lord to be honest I know better
But deep down in my heart I think I'm oh so clever
Was raised in the church
Me question you I'd say no never
But I'm groaning and condoning holding a vendetta
I Need to do better

But so many things and people tryna keep me down
I had some friends that would support but they done calmed it down
Drop a song don't make a sound
Crazy how its going down and I'm supposed to act like I don't notice when they come around

Or text me, truly it perplex me
Mama say gotta watch ya friends cuz jealousy is deadly
Sitting by myself and question if it's kool to vent
Write my problems out to you until it's making sense

On those November Nights
Hope to God he think I'm living right
I don't know because it's outta sight
Try my best to really live in Christ
I'm thinking twice
On those November Nights
Hope to God he think I'm living right
I don't know because it's outta sight
Try my best to really live in Christ
I'm tripping right?

Tryna trust in you while I'm playing my role
Tryna stay warm in a world so cold
Never been timid I just gotta be be bold
Tryna trust in you while I'm playing my role
Tryna stay warm in a world so cold
Never been timid I just gotta be be bold