Trueli - Guess I Lied Lyrics

Ya know, I know ya heard ya know, "The Truth I'll Never Say"
Guess I Lied
It's just the f*ckin truth
Its what this whole f*ckin tape is
Here goes the f*ckin truth, again
For the f*ckin fiftieth millionth time
Ya know what I'm sayin
You a fire house hoagie in the trash damn girl
That mean you garbage
(Damn girl what happened? damn girl what happened to ya? that shit is f*cked up)
Leaving all my loved ones in the past has been the hardest
(Hard as f*ck. yea it's hard as f*ck. ion wanna deal with that)
Everybody know my name as the one that went the furthest (everybody know my name)
Lettin' go of me now you bitches feel retarded
(Yea I know you feel stupid. yea ya know you were dumb as f*ck yuh)
All on me I had to man up, my heart was hardened (shit got hard that shit hurts nigga)
Had to stop a couple things before they even started
Imma let em leave if they wanna be departed
Aint no chasing bitches when a nigga know he got 'em
(Chase no bitches, f*ck that shit. this long dick nigga aint for that talkin)
Bought a lot of love that wasn't real now I kan spot it
Crossing all my t's every single I is dotted
You kan ride with me but you may never be the pilot
How the f*ck am I gone go to sleep if I ain't tired (I kan't)
Saved too many people when I shoulda left em dying
(You alive kuz of me, shoulda let you die nigga)
Stitches in ya eyes open mouth drawn flies fake messiah
(Psyche. you know that shit was fake)
They said they would have me they aint have me, they got habits
(All them drugs. all the drugs in they thought yuh)
I aint got no time to go online, make a status (I aint got no time for all that bullshit no way)
I will never date another chick okay with dancing (na f*ck that shit no way no way no way no way)
Ion show 'em when I'm stressing or I'm feeling panic (why would I do that? why?)
Cuz you don't mind your mother f*ckin business *** damnit
(You all up in the sauce and you don't even know the flavor nigga)
I get all the hits like my beats are underhanded ( I get all the hits)
I kame up from nothing everything was reprimanded
You kan't tell me nothing like I am in-comprehensive
Losing things you koulda gained are now your consequences (tell me how that taste. how that taste?)
You a Firehouse hoagie in the trash damn girl that mean you garbage
(Girl what happened you was fine as f*ck. shit is f*cked up)
Shoulda never fed ya, I seen yo ass was starving
(I know ya gotta eat. that's how I roll. I ain't do ya like that)
I let you in my life you left a plague inside my harvest
(And then you did me like that. that's how you get down tho. f*cked up)
Too late to apologize too late to be sorry
(Ion wanna hear that shit. don't know what you thinking coming to me with that bullshit)