Gone Video (MV)

Yea Truly Jamez
I love you I love you I miss you I miss you
Yea just tell me what I'm doin wrong
I love you I love you I miss you I miss you
Yea just tell me what I'm doin wrong

Why don't I recognize the person in the mirror
Why do it seem like ain't nobody look familiar
Why do I feel like happiness ain't gettin nearer
Why is it that the ones that know less act superior
My mind is on an endless cycle no it never stops
Countless thoughts goin in circles like the hands on a clock
I'm tryna contain all my demons put them in a box
But it really seem the only way is whiskey on the rocks
The devil on my shoulder screamin pull the plug do it now
Just load the bullet pull the trigger there ain't nothin to it now
Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I really did it
Would people even care would anything be any different
They say you gotta learn to love
Embrace the man up above
He ain't talking when I need him so tell me where is this greatness that they speak of
My mind and heart are full of faith yea I know it yea I know it
But you make it hard for me to open up and show it
Everyday is another feelin I just can't control from spillin
My pain is up through the ceilin in my mind I am the villain just killin I'm killin myself
This liquors f*ckin with my mental health
Im tryna stay strong
I really have been all along
No matter what I do I feel like I'm doin it wrong
In the end I just don't see it getting any better
All I see is myself gone

I love you I love you I miss you I miss you
I really wish you weren't too far gone
I miss our meetings in the mirror
Just tell me what I'm doin wrong
Yea
Just tell me what im doin wrong

I love you I love you I miss you I miss you
I really wish you weren't too far gone
I miss our meetings in the mirror
Just tell me what I'm doin wrong
Yea
Just tell me what im doin wrong

I wake up in the mornin without any form of motivation
Depression through the roof but my pride is in the basement
My mood is just so foul all the time I'm talkin flagrant
I'm lookin for my inner self but that position vacant
Ain't nobody understand that I'm only just a man
I ain't got no special powers this pain I cannot withstand
I wish I had a way to make it all go away on command
But man im only just a human
I hope to one day wake up and realize my life is an illusion
I hope to understand why there's just so much dam confusion
Like why cant I just forget this whiskey bottle and put it back on the shelf
And just work on myself
Finally throw the pain away with everything that I've felt
I feel like I don't even know what love is anymore
I feel like Im more empty right now than way back before
Im lonely I'm helpless f*ck do I really deserve this
My pain is so f*ckin endless
My whole dam life's a disservice
Im slowly fading away and the alcohol in my veins can confirm it
Shit I don't know how to deal
I just don't wanta feel
I'm still tryna figure out what's f*ckin fake and what's real
This shit is so surreal
Im tryna stay strong I really have been all along
No matter what I do I feel like I'm doin it wrong
I really just don't see it getting better
All I see is myself gone