All she did was f*cking hurt me
I know I'm gonna die before I'm 30
I wanted to die since I was 13
All ways hurting, all ways curving
You're misunderstanding
The drugs aren't the bad thing
They're just a habit, oh I gotta have it
Everyday for me is like it's repeated
Get home from school and the ovens pre-heated
Drag myself up all 12 steps
Get a message from my ex
Turn off my phone and turn my TV back on
And listen to one of my depressing sad songs
Then count my wrongs
And write these songs
Take hit out of a bong
My days are so long
All she did was f*cking hurt me
I know I'm gonna die before I'm 30
I wanted to die since I was 13
All ways hurting, all ways curving
You're misunderstanding
The drugs aren't the bad thing
They're just a habit, oh I gotta have it
I know that I may seem happy
But most of you never see the sad me, the bad me, the wish you never had me
I hope you don't add me
Just keep me of your SC
I wanna show you the best me
But my hearts real messy and nobody text me
Father figures left me
Eyes feeling heavy, god please rest me
All she did was f*cking hurt me
I know I'm gonna die before I'm 30
I wanted to die since I was 13
All ways hurting, all ways curving
You're misunderstanding
The drugs aren't the bad thing
They're just a habit, oh I gotta have it
Wake up in the evening, alarm bells screaming
Life has no meaning, that's what I'm feeling
Living like I'm dying, I'm not even lying
Heart still breaking,earth still quaking
Took too many drugs and now I'm shaking
All she did was f*cking hurt me
I know I'm gonna die before I'm 30
I wanted to die since I was 13