Confessional Video (MV)

I just put my brother in a box
Heart melted like butter when it's hot
Made a vow we going from the gutter to the top
He ain't get to graduate from the school of hard knocks
You ever had the boot kickers come up to your door?
Cause I did and trust me nigga that's some hard knocks
Growing up all my friends was trapping 13th
But the boulevard and down was soft and hard blocks

Lord please forgive me for being so cold
If you look deep down I'm sure you'll see my heart's not
Now and days my heart been moving so slow
And I patiently await the day that my hearts stops
Yeah

Heart beat in slow mo
These demons that I got
Here to stay they won't go no
I'm just so cold
A paranoid mind
A broken heart and no soul yeah
Heart beat in slow mo
These demons that I got
Here to stay they won't go no
And I'm just so cold
A paranoid mind
A broken heart and no soul yeah

The only solace I get is in my music
Marijuana my medicine
That's why I gotta use it
If that don't get me on
Another shot of Hen will boost it
F*ck all the bitches that had my heart
And choose to use it
Don't give just anybody your heart
Cause they'll abuse it
Now I'm rolling
Niggas on my wave like a cruise ship
I'm really a loner
So alone is how I'm moving
Moving by my lonely
Niggas twisted like a Rubix

I had some friends and lost em
They was foo
I had a bitch and left her
She was too
When they say they love you
It ain't true
None these lil bitches is my boo
They be out here f*cking for a check
I just let em do what they gon do
My brother bit my back out for a bitch
I just acted like I never knew

I ain't got time to feel a way
Don't f*ck with percs but I'm a pill
Devil tryna play defense to my blessings
So I gotta build a play

Heart beat in slow mo
These demons that i got
Here to stay they won't go no
I'm just so cold
A paranoid mind
A broken heart and no soul yeah
Heart beat in slow mo
These demons that i got
Here to stay they won't go no
And I'm just so cold
A paranoid mind
A broken heart and no soul yeah