Tura Lura - Growing Pains Lyrics

I've been looking at life through my window
And the trees are on fire from the evening glow
And these passing days have turned into months
While my chances of growing are still slim to none

Jumping off the high board, joyfully shouting
Being really happy then falling off the grid
For some Unknown reason into the abyss
There is no net but it's about having that kind of promise

Sometimes you can't help but feel
Can't help but feeling empty like a tomb
So when it helps to feel alive you go and tear your heart in two
Or maybe go out for drinks, who knows
I know something hurts I'm not sure I wanna know

I can't seem to find my way out
Chapped lips, burned hands, manic
I can't seem to find my way out

Fly high, fall deep, put on repeat
All these growing pains, that I can't evade
They grow with me