Turkish Executioner - I Lost You Lyrics

Losing you was a strike to the heart
Still can't believe it to this day
I just wanna go back and fix my Mistakes

Never act before thinking now all
That's happening is me sinking and
Rethinkin how I could of played it Out

Without causing to much damage
No I don't know how I'll manage
She just vanished this so challenging
I don't know if I can act undamaged
Don't misunderstand it I still regret
All that I have done it's like I'm at a Disadvantage

Yet again imma stand on my feet tall And proud they can say what ever
They want ain't nothing gonna Change what happened in the past
Why can't you accept me for who I Am now can't you see it in my damn Eyes
I'm trying so hard to not let Loose again
I'll never abuse you or Misuse you like the punk before

Yes I know it might be hard to move On
But sometimes you just have to Let go before that suffering gets the
Best of you like my pops told me we All have our rainy days even if it Takes eighty days
I believe within My heart that the sunny days will Arrive and for once we can be happy Again

When I lost you my life fell into Agony
Actually it was fatally Inhumane to the point where I felt Lost and clueless on who I was took
A lot of effort to find it back in Myself that shit was so compelling Threw everyone to the side
Overly Painful I said it was overly painful I Just don't ever want to feel that way Again

Losing you was like a blade in my Heart something I regret to this Moment

Even putting these words together Has me crying on this Sunday night
Knowing I'm going to go through
This again on Monday morning
That's just how life is without you Constant memories of the fun yet
Missed times I don't know what I'm Doing anymore
They telling me Damn Stan this shit just feels so Unreal
Seeing her getting carried Away in that body bag had me Crying foreal
No telling what I was Suppose to do it all happened so Quick
Didn't have enough time to Grasp the fact I'm alone

I lost you
Can't figure out what to do with Myself anymore

But to sit here and think
Everything will be ok
I feel like this feeling inside me is Worse then trying to stop this Addiction
Like life put me on a hault And threw me In a ditch telling me
Find your way out fool but my head Just keeps rewinding and I feel like
It's dayshvoo I don't know why I Keep falling their is no way out
Lost you