Tyexbaby - Kind of Blue. Lyrics

My spirit is broken
My faults I have claimed them
I'm tired of running
From all of these demons
Let's get I'll face them

Roll me a blunt and then breakup with satin
I'm explaining my story for some reason i hate it

Hi I am Terrence
I'm filled with depression
My demons teach lessons
On how I missed blessings
I know I'm progressing
Excuse me one second

How you play me when I'm playing your game
Let me back track and put you on game
Show you the things that you will my claim
I was to good but you wanted fame

Fame in the streets that's a dirty ass game
I rather stay solo
And ride on my lonely
I rather ride dolo
Then ride with my homie
You know I love broadi
But something has changed

Chances of winning the table
Favors of keeping it stable
Stuck in a matter of this should be that
But I am just this so I can't go back

Back to the beef or just deep in the streets
Aaron need me
Tyler need me
Aubrey need me
So does Breonna
I said I was tired of fighting these problems

I am to strong so slaughter my goblins
No cages and bottles just ounces of smoke
Let me back on to why I'm so blue
I was chocked out until I had turned blue

This is something that has happened since two
As a young teen I was pushing mower
Making some money to help out my momma
But y'all would just clown me for not dressing finer

Damn
I'm sorry

For causing some problems
But hear me I'm starting
I starred at a window
And Guessed how the wind blowed
Now that was my choice
To live it that simple

How you play me when I'm playing your game
Why it seem like we always getting played
Why it seem like we can't never do right
Arguing over whose wrong and whose right

This is so crazy who cares who is right
Pass me gelato I'm about to take flight
Headed to Youngn's I'm staying the night
Headed to Zack's and then stayed a new night

Hi I am Terrence
I'm filled with depression
My demons teach lessons
On how I missed blessings

I cheated and lied
To my beautiful wife
Damn near went homeless
Was lost in the night

Damn near hung slowly and ended my life
Depressions a monster I lived in that life
I blamed it on Laura I knew it won't right
I ran from my problems and ordered a flight

Damn

I know it's old but I gotta release this pain and move on for inner peace
Kind of Blue