Tyson McKie - Take My Hand Lyrics

It's unnatural how you departed
I still pop a chuckle when we stretched you & you farted
Tryna hold onto the memories, year after year it's killing me
I'm dying slowly, Hilda please hold me
Need you to console me, please hold me closely
Just one last hug & neva let me go free
Still remember when you fell off ya bike & we laughed
I reached out for ya hand, you rejected & spazzed
But now lookin back, I've matured & I've realized
We both that pesky thing in common called pride
Sometimes it's helpful, most times it's harmful
We try to hold the world, when we only got an armful
It really hit me & dawned on me
The day of ya funeral, I pondered things
Like I hope Grandma Joe Zack & Augie holdin up
I wasn't stuntin my feelings, wasn't concerned with me dealing
I feel so bad for Papa, the house gives me chills man
It's like ya spirit still lingering or maybe you a ghost
Take advantage of my third eye please let me know
I'm an indigo child, we can handle extra
If you hear me right now, in the sky write me a letter
You can send it by bird, I got no problems gettin aerial
I'm no longer Christian, if heaven's real can ya let me know
This my real Open Letter part 2
The day that you left I should've been in that car too
I was too busy arguing with Rhagen over some stupid shit I can't relay it
I can't remember why I sent you to ya lender
If I was in the car I would've made sure you did turn
At the right time, safe, sound & proper, but now you off to see the holy father
It may surprise you, the whole family left Christianity
Too much insanity, grey areas & calamity
A white man made religion, I just can't co-sign it
What's true & what's false, that line indecisive
I hope you ain't disappointed in the moves I made
I finally got a car & a job yay
My Equinox came from you I'll always cherish it
I wish you could come back just one day, that's my fairest wish

Take My Hand
Take My Hand
I need your love, I miss your hugs
Take My Hand
Take My Hand
This shit is so f*cked up!
I shoulda had my ass in that Benz
You would still be here
Miss my best friend
Crying as I write this to you
Take My Hand
Take My Hand
Will this pain ever end

My Equinox came from you I'll always cherish it
I wish you could come back just one day, my fairest wish
I miss you, I miss you
I miss you, I miss you

Hilda Yvonne Choice
That's the best choice
I still remember days me & Rhagen used to talk about planning your wedding
For you & Papa
I feel bad for Papa
Feel bad for my mama
Feel bad for yo mama
I miss you, I miss you, I miss you
I MISS YOU!

Tell me did we waste our time in church?
Is there a God up there?
If so, why'd he make me hurt?
Is it honey & milk?
Or is ya spirit in the ground still?

Take My Hand
Take My Hand
I need your love, I miss your hugs
Take My Hand
Take My Hand
This shit is so f*cked up
I shoulda had my ass in that Benz
You would still be here, Miss my best friend
Crying as I write this to you
Take My Hand
Take My Hand
Will this pain ever end