Ughlie - cuz i hurt you Lyrics

Honestly I never want to lose you
I know I f*ck up but baby this ain't what I'm used to
I did another line, I locked myself up in the bathroom
Telling me you love me, I know that's some shit you won't do
Cuz I hurt you
Baby I'm falling
And I keep myself up
Cuz it's hard when I'm on drugs
I don't want to f*ck this up
But it's something I've already done
I had to let you go
In the way I know to do it most
I talk shit to close to home
I just wanted you to know
I don't really hate you baby
I just wasn't good for you
You moved on, that's good for you
Deep down I guess I always knew that
I was never gonna be the right guy
All because of how I want to live my life
Did it for you but to myself I lied
Honestly I never want to lose you
I know I f*ck up but baby this ain't what I'm used to
I did another line, I locked myself up in the bathroom
Telling me you love me, I know that's some shit you won't do
Cuz I hurt you
Baby I'm falling
And I keep myself up
Cuz it's hard when I'm on drugs
I don't want to f*ck this up
But it's something I've already done
Hold back, then relapse, I'm off one
I just got a perky cuz I think I really want some
Killing myself, oh my god look what I've done
Fell down again, all because I really want love
But it's never gonna happen
I swipe up when the plug says to tap in
Did a line of blow off a bitch in the back and
Then I wake up next morning, what happened
You stopped calling
I kept falling
You won't come around again
Honestly I never want to lose you
I know I f*ck up but baby this ain't what I'm used to
I did another line, I locked myself up in the bathroom
Telling me you love me, I know that's some shit you won't do
Cuz I hurt you
Baby I'm falling
And I keep myself up
Cuz it's hard when I'm on drugs
I don't want to f*ck this up
But it's something I've already done