Ultraloud - Out of Focus Lyrics

Blurry vision's got me tripping
Got me slipping off my course
Bad decisions madly ripping
Fiercely gripping my heart with remorse
Too many steps that I just want to reset
But the further I go the more I seem to forget
Now these paths start to look the same
And I don't recall which way I came

I can't tell near and far
Light and dark is all unclear
I'm trying to see things for what they are
But I don't remember why I'm here

Drunk and dizzy, sick and spinning
Now I don't know where the hell I am
Opposition always winning
I'm beginning to fear where this ends
I'm looking into a mirror
And I try to place the face I see
So cold and unfamiliar
Is that really me?

I can't tell near and far
Light and dark is all unclear
I'm trying to see things for what they are
But I don't remember why I'm

Cold and contorted
What once used to be a decent man
I've twist and turned so many times
I'm not sure who I am
So dark and distorted
Like I'm wandering inside a dream
Am I awake or asleep?
Maybe stuck somewhere in between

I can't tell near and far
Light and dark is all unclear
Starting to see things for what they are
And I'm trying to remember why I'm here