Stuck Inside My Mind Video (MV)

I've been going out my mind lately ahh
I just need the Lord to come and save me now
On the surface seems like shit don't ever phase me ahh
Stuck inside my mind I'm hoping I can make it out
Gods been telling me that I should go and take this route
But i swear it's like the devils tryna take me out
Do this shit right here for mom so I can make her proud
So she ain't got shit to worry bout when laying down

Lately got a lot of shit on my mind
I honestly know I ain't living
Lately I feel like I'm losing time
But sometimes don't know what I'm missing

What if the ends the beginning
Or what if the lessons are hidden

I'm just tryna be
What I'm meant to be
Use my energy
So you remember me
F*ck my enemies
Won't let shit get to me
Until the death of me
This shits my destiny
I feel empathy
And that shit gets to me
They wish the end of me
That shit just set me free
Please just let me be
You ain't offending me
Just needa get from me
Won't get the best of me

Feel like I can change the tide if I do it right
That's why just I lose my mind when I proof these rhymes
This life you cannot do it twice
Live or pay the price
If you don't that's suicide
Now it's do or die
Lord please just keep me in line
I ain't feeling fine
Sometimes I just wanna hide like I lost my pride
Feel my pain through tears I cry and the rhymes I write
Sometimes I just wonder why I can't find my stride

Lately I've been feeling like I won't survive
I think about my mom and what it'd be like if she died

I've been wishing I was in a better place
I regret a lot of shit and miss the better days

I've been going out my mind lately ahh
I just need the Lord to come and save me now
On the surface seems like shit don't ever phase me ahhh
Stuck inside my mind I'm hoping I can make it out
Gods been telling me that I should go and take this route
But i swear it's like the devils tryna take me out
Do this shit right here for mom so I can make her proud
So she ain't got shit to worry bout when laying down

Lost the best part of my mind
Now I just can't find my soul
I've been feeling so much pain
I pray that you could never know
I regret a lot of shit and I can't seem to let it go
But on the surface I don't show it
I would never let you know
Cause I don't do this shit for me
I do to give these kids some hope
I know it's really hard to grow when you feel like you're all alone
I ain't make it honor roll but they gone say I'm on a roll
They gone know I made it through even when I felt I lost control

I ain't never have to struggle but I always had to worry
Until I found this music and it helped me build the courage
To help me fight my demons that I never knew were lurking
And then I finally realized that everything was worth it

Yeah yeah

I finally knew this shit was working
I know we ain't picture perfect but we all deserve the chance to shine

I know lately shits been hurting
But don't ever feel your worthless Cause I promise you gone have your time

Please don't feel like your a burden
Cause to me your still a person
But in life sometimes you have to fight

I know we all have a purpose
I know that shit is for certain
That's the one thing that we have to find

I've been going out my mind lately ahh
I just need the Lord to come and save me now
On the surface seems like shit don't ever phase me ahh
Stuck inside my mind I'm hoping I can make it out
Gods been telling me that I should go and take this route
But i swear it's like the devils tryna take me out
Do this shit right here for moms so I can make her proud
So she ain't got shit to worry bout when laying down