Through the Pain Video (MV)

Yea
Yea, yea
I can't seem to get these visions out my head mama
The shit I was doing coulda put me in the feds mama
That car collision could've really left me dead mama
But I'm still here mama
Tryna figure out who really care mama
For real
See I'm just tryna make a better life for me and mine
Not being selfish I don't even think with me in mind
Tryna run it up so they can see what I ain't see in mine
Cause I been running through it blind
Sometimes I wanna end all but I can't cause I know what ima leave behind
That's why I'm writing this to free my mind
I'm always laughing at the pain that's the only way to keep from crying
I love my kids and I just really wanna see em shine
That's why I'm up before the birds
Tryna go and get the worm
I'm just tryna keep my word
With every dollar that I earn
I'm tryna find the road to success without hitting the curb and swerve
I'm just waiting on my turn
I'm just rolling with the punches I'm just riding through the rain
Tryna make it double up with every dollar that I make
And all the trials and tribulations, the people placing blame
The shame
Say I'm just riding through the pain
I'm just rolling with the punches I'm just riding through the rain
Tryna make it double up with every dollar that I make
And all the trials and tribulations, the people placing blame
The shame
Say I'm just riding through the pain
I'm just riding through it
Say I'm just riding through it
When I'm dead and gone I know people gone get back to life
With a couple posts about them seeing me in the after life
Or bringing me back to life
But that's only once or twice a month
And I can't even stunt
A couple niggas gone be putting me in a blunt
And taking a puff
Cracking a smile
Not even thinking bout my child
How they lost me to some drama
Shit, what about my mama or my grandma
All the people that was rooting for me
Or how can't even raise my kids and other people gotta do it for me
Do this for me me
I just ask that you remember me
Cut on this song pour up some Hennessy
And I swear you bet not dare drop a tear
Cause even with my body gone man I'm still gone be here
I'm just rolling with the punches I'm just riding through the rain
Tryna make it double up with every dollar that I make
And all the trials and tribulations, the people placing blame
The shame
Say I'm just riding through the pain
I'm just rolling with the punches I'm just riding through the rain
Tryna make it double up with every dollar that I make
And all the trials and tribulations, the people placing blame
The shame
Say I'm just riding through the pain
I'm just riding through it
Say I'm just riding through it
Facts
Say I'm just riding through it