Unknown - Desensitized Lyrics

I don't wanna argue with you, just can't keep on lyin
Buying drugs they numb my pain, it's so electrifying
Niggas watch my every move, so do no specifying
Feel my lungs when mystifying, my head pacifying
My mind be playing tricks on me sometimes, it's so mortifying
Can't do no relying, eyes red, ain't no crying
All the pressure keep applying, the truth hurts
I'm never lying, I'm always keep a track of time
Boohoo, jeans with the same brand jacket
All black fit and I'm ready to attack em
Get up in my way and I might just have to slap ya
Feel the energies and the thunder get to tapping in
Feel like something's happening
I feel your ecstasy on my skin
I hope you know I'm not a human
I'm steady fighting all this confusion
Sometimes I feel like a nuisance
My whole life is like an illusion
I'm a soldier, gotta always keep it moving
Get the money then I get back to cruising
I don't wanna argue with you, just can't keep on lyin
Buying drugs they numb, my pain is so electrifying
Niggas watch my every move, so do no specifying
Feel my lungs when mystifying, my head pacifying