Unlocking The Truth - NUMBING Lyrics

I've been exposed
To the things that you blinded me from
I've walked a road
Of no return - final damnation
When my heart turns black
And the air that I breathe disappears
Just know that
There's somebody in here
I'm losing track
Of my friends, the ones that I keep near
I'm coming back
Just tell me you'll be there

The farther I go, understand
The pain is so numbing
When no one was there you held my hand
Never thought you'd be running

I made a choice
Look where it took me - look where it left me
Can't hear the voice
Of the one that saying that it will be okay
I let you down
I'm so sorry - I know I failed
Can't hear the sound
Of my inside screaming
I let you down
I'm so sorry I tried my best
Where am I now
Should have listened when I had the chance

The farther I go, understand
The pain is so numbing
When no one was there you held my hand
Never thought you'd be running

I'm not myself
After everything we've been through
I wish I knew that I should not have really trusted you
Look what you made me into
For this you shall burn in hell

The farther I go, understand
The pain is so numbing
When no one was there you held my hand
Never thought you'd be running
Don't leave me, don't leave me
Don't blame for all my mistakes
I'm bleeding, can't you see me
I'd rather be dead than awake
Don't blame for all my mistakes
I'd rather be dead than awake