Uragiru - Deception </3 Lyrics

I felt lost in this shit but I'll make it
Got a lot in my plate I can't take it
All these curses on me I cannot break it
All those times you weren't sober I just hate it
I felt lost in this shit but I'll make it
Got a lot in my plate I can't take it
All these curses on me I cannot break it
All those times you weren't sober I just hate it

You just left me disgusted
Took my soul I'm exhausted
You were the one that I trusted
Heart all black I'm adjusted
I just lost my mind
It happens all the time
Another one I won't find
You just left me so blind

Run away like you do
I'll blame everything on you
After everything we've been through
You just wanna act brand new

Oh I won't forget it
No I won't let it
I just regret it
My monster in me wants to get it
Noo I won't forget it
I just f*cking regret it

Just left me bleeding
I'm pleading
For a better feeling
I'm needing
For something for what I am dealing
Receiving
The hate I've been seeing
I'm speaking
The emotions I'm keeping
I'm keeping it bottled
I'm feeling so awful
I'll drown in a bottle
Won't stop 'till I wobble
My issues are global
Put it on my social
The things are in total
I'm a walking chernobyl

I felt lost in this shit but I'll make it
Got a lot in my plate I can't take it
All these curses on me I cannot break it
All those times you weren't sober I just hate it
I felt lost in this shit but I'll make it
Got a lot in my plate I can't take it
All these curses on me I cannot break it
All those times you weren't sober I just hate it

And I just hate it
When you're wasted
Can't never understand what I, said
FUUUCKKK