V01d - DEAR ARI Lyrics

Dear Ari, do you still sound the same
Maybe I'm desperate, I don't wanna say your name
Reminders, everywhere I turn
All the memories, they still hurt
I don't know what to do
I'm not ready to move on
But I did
Now I'm f*cked up in this bed
All my thoughts run through my head
And I'll stab them 'till they're dead
I'd rather heal myself instead
Let the blood, let the scars
Turn to scabs
Things change
For the better or worse
Even though this hurts
I'll always put myself first
And it hurts seeing everything
We built together disappear
I say this again, even though you don't care
I'm not ready to move on
But I did
Now I'm f*cked up in this bed
All my thoughts run through my head
And I'll stab them 'till they're dead
I'd rather heal myself instead
Let the blood, let the scars
Turn to scabs
Scabs, scabs
Turn to scabs
Scabs, scabs
Turn to scabs
Oh
I know things would be different
If you cared a little more