Vagus - I Can't Do This on My Own Lyrics

I don't know why but I can't seem to shake this feeling like
If I don't stop talking about it, you'll eventually stop caring
This pre-emptive grief, like a shredded sleeve
My lungs are fine yet I still can't f*cking breathe
A twenty-four hour ECG that discovers nothing but redundant leads
And false-pretenses to make me bleed because
I wouldn't come if you'd asked but maybe if you'd plead
I can't help myself
I thought you'd help me but it's just not in your capacity
I'll shut up about it, I promise, just please don't leave

Don't leave me
I need you
Please don't be gone
Don't leave me, I can't do this on my own
Where are you?
I miss you
I need you now
Don't leave me, I can't do this on my own

I don't know why but I can't seem to shake this feeling like
Time does f*cking nothing to supplement the healing
It's been three years and I still haven't found my bearings
And every f*cking shred of hope I find keeps disappearing

Everyone keeps telling me that everything will be fine
I swear to God, if I hear it one more time, I'll lose my goddamn mind

Don't leave me
I need you
Please don't be gone
Don't leave me, I can't do this on my own
Where are you?
I miss you
I need you now
Don't leave me, I can't do this on my own
Don't leave me
Don't leave me
Don't leave me
Don't leave me, I can't do this on my own