Vehicles at High Speeds - I hate myself and i want to fucking die Lyrics

And I have gone
To the unknown
And I have seen things that
I don't need
I don't know when my spaceship
Is coming
Back to this earth where I
Met her

Too many times have I seen it happen
I'm a lot more like others than I thought
And I have gone back to the way I was
Before I met you

I've seen the way you look
At me
I don't feel like a person

I'm f*cked, this sucks, people don't change
I leave, you see, what you mean to me
Cut me, I bleed, you find, what you seek
Kill me, I know that I'm the freak I'm made out to be

I fail to see the person in the mirror as me
Trapped myself in my old f*cking ways

Leave you, see through, miss you, lose you
F*ck off, f*ck me, please leave, don't touch me
You go, I know, why is the sun low
I've changed, please stay, don't leave, away
Break me, use me, rape me, lose me
I don't see a problem.