Vehicles at High Speeds - I love my friends Lyrics

Well you know that lately I ain't been too well
And you know that I love you as well
I hope you know that please tell me you do
Because I do love every part of you
My friends

I don't know what it is that made it so bad
I don't know what it is that made me so sad
I don't know why my brain makes lies
I don't know why the voices tell me to die

Everywhere I walk the people haunt my eyelids
Everywhere I talk I just sit back in silence
And I always feel uncomfortable
I probably feel uncomfortable right now

I hate my voice and I hate these f*cking songs
I hate my life and how I waited so long
To put out more but one thing that I don't hate
Is my friends who I love and appreciate and
Never will let go of, because I say that
One day I will be something that they can be proud of
I will live up to their expectations and, I will be Better for them and them alone.