The Venus in Scorpio - Jahzeel My Lover Lyrics

Jahzeel I met you
Jahzeel I let you
Jahzeel I miss you
I'll never forget you

Jahzeel, my lover
My rival, my brother
I'll drag you down to wherever
But I'll never replace your father

You entered my Saturn
And everything shattered
I could not see under your cloak
You were so enigmatic

Instincts and expanse
We didn't do the right dance
But all the details were written
Right into the palm of my left hand

Chart oppositions
Karmic transmissions
Why did we have to say goodbye

I'll never see him again
But I'll love him until the end

Got to stay on track
Because you ain't coming back
Talking to you in my dreams
Cause these tarot cards won't bring you back

Melted my cold heart
Sleeping under stars
Perfectly hung
Perfectly free
I'm so hopelessly wrapped up

Jahzeel, I pray you
Wait for me in the next span
Release the dagger
Toss it to the ocean
I'm sorry he put you
Through all of that pain
I'll make it up to you
In another lifetime

I'll never see him again
But I'll love him until the end

I waited for you to arrive
You showed me the darkest of light
Too brilliant, too fast to survive
Transcendent, enchanted
How I tried

I'll never see him again
But I'll love him until the end

I'm eating my feelings
Sipping your shadows
Hitting the ceilings
Tearing our world apart