Vera - Heart Lyrics

I've lost feeling again
I've forgotten what it's like to breath life in
I want to go home again
But i am my own prison
I'm decaying in my own skin
My sins won't be forgiven
Not while I'm feeding them

Progression is too far to see
Regression is right in front of me
I've waited too long
This currents too strong
Obsession has taken every part of me

I am the adulterer
I am the grave stone
I am the lone burn out
Who couldn't let go

If i had to see to believe
I'd rather the world go blind
Is it really faith
When it's an eye for an eye?

My selfishness has taken hold of me again

I am malice
I am the possessions you lack
I am the prodigal son
Who's never coming back

Paint me a picture with your words
Save me your self destructing curse
I still regret it
I wear my heart on my sleeve
It's so pathetic

Can't stop; how could it get any worse?
Raising the stakes to make me hurt
I can't kick the habit
Still wear my heart on my sleeve
I'm so pathetic

I've lost feeling again
I've forgotten what it's like to breath life in
I want to go home again
But i am my own prison
I'm decaying in my own skin
My sins won't be forgiven
Not while I'm feeding them