Struggle in my allure, find with ease in my gifts
Tend to muzzle it till I'm sure, or the day that it shifts
Cradling on the edge feeling parts of me slip
This carpel tunnel's the norm when I'm losing my grip
I might go until I'm horse, recommending that you saddle in
Always in the middle, but the fence I'm never straddlin
Battling snakes, in search of Eden always adamant
Even when avoiding beef, I see we bringing cattle in
At this point, my focus making the brand hot
I feel like Corey Taylor, making sure that my band's knot
This type of artist rare, raising stakes when ya man's not
Few care about your caliber, I see the demand's shot
I'm panning out, Smucker's yeah we jammin' now
Tryna bring a heat wave, always keep em' fanning out
Up still tryna manage down, content with doin' damage now
Holler they want to me slay, I guess I'm bringing Santa out
Regardless of the season
Don't need a reason
Goin' hard so long it's gotten hard for me to ease in
Payin' dues so long startin' to question where the fees went
Seems the hardest thing is finding people to believe in
Struggle in the allure, find with ease in my gifts
Tend to muzzle it till I'm sure, or the day that it shifts
Cradling on the edge feeling parts of me slip
Carpel tunnel's the norm when I'm losing my grip
Doubling my allure, find with ease in my gifts
Always puzzled me now I'm sure what I convey is the shift
Isolated, on the edge, fleeting joys on the shelf
This carpal tunnel's from trying I get a hold of myself
Always find me, when I get lost in these songs
But when I write from here, question where I went wrong
The energy I give is seldom in my range
The hardest thing in life's accepting what can't change
Especially, when you, try so long, but can't see
Any, type of, shift and now you're, antsy
Buggin, hopin' you'll be what you, can be
Often overlooked, don't understand me
Time, devotion, love until you're empty
Could go left, but fall back, when they tempt me
Thankful for, the real ones and my family
Silence used to drain but now, it amps me
Been composin' substance, almost antique
Spread the sound, D-M-V to Mozambique
Content with splits, the vision's what most can't see
Done with takin' steps, 'cause now I stampede
Can't flee, some of the feelings that I foster
So many deemed friends, imagined or imposter
Shifted the focus to reasons why I'll prosper
And everything between, that karma improve postures
Hope my words connect, resonate with a few
Someone, feels less alone and their aura renews
Prayin' over my impact, a question for you
The day it turns to ashes, what they earn from you
Struggle in the allure, find with ease in my gifts
Tend to muzzle it till I'm sure, or the day that it shifts
Cradling on the edge feeling parts of me slip
Carpel tunnel's the norm when I'm losing my grip
Doubling my allure, find with ease in my gifts
Always puzzled me now I'm sure what I convey is the shift
Isolated on the edge, feeling joys on the shelf
This carpal tunnel's from trying I get a hold of myself