VØID - Lobotomy Lyrics

I'm partially numb but still got some feeling
You're long gone but you still got me reeling
Like your kiss was an icepick
That gave me a half-assed lobotomy
Becuase you're not here
But I still feel you under me

Hopefully, we're not if but when
If it ain't now, can you tell me then?
Tell me how the hell am I still here
Crying over someone new again?
Tell me how the hell am I stuck here
Crying over someone new again?

Tell me how

It's f*cking with my head
Why do I always fall for the people
I can't ever be with
And replay everything they ever said
On loop, it's on repeat inside my head
To convince myself that this time it's different
When it isn't?

Hopefully, we're not if but when
If it ain't now, can you tell me then?
Tell me how the hell am I still here
Crying over someone new again?
Tell me how the hell am I stuck here
Crying over someone new again?
How the hell am I still here
Crying over someone new again?

Tell me how