VII - forever Lyrics

I think I lost whatever it was that put me in check
I get exhausted wondering when they gon put me to rest, yeah yeah
It isn't often I gotta soften, but when I do, I do it with caution
Shinin a light through what I get lost in, sometimes just seein it all ain't enough
Cuz when you get involved everything revolve on what feelings are when it's feelin off
Get addicted, love feel like fentanyl, only drug I know stronger is clout
Crazy how people can eat off of you and then act up whenever they stuffin they mouth
That's why I work and I ain't sayin nothin til I know I don't gotta question amounts, ay
And shorty I don't gotta change the world but I aim to
Still can't really even comprehend what I came through
I don't waste the energy to claim what I can't do
I don't need no help to run me down when the game do
And I know they prolly talkin
I reckon they gon get it when they see I got it rockin
We gon make this live forever, gone tomorrow not an option
They gon have to mention us when this is up, so listen up, this is
Forever
Forever
It's up and it's stuck up
Lately I'm gettin my luck up
Confidence always be arrogance when it look blacker than what you can touch up
I be highlights, it be high fives, plenty space though, it be sci fi, many fake friends, judging my life, I done lived like twenty lifetimes, don't look up to me, I'm like 5'5"
And no one knows enough to know me, only God can judge me
I know enough to never say that this will not get ugly
My words is finna Gabby Douglas, that is not the dougie
If that means I'm finna lose some love by lookin cocky, lovely
Cuz shorty I don't gotta change the world but I aim to
Still can't really even comprehend what I came through
I don't waste the energy to claim what I can't do
I don't need no help to run me down when the game do
And I know they prolly talkin
I reckon they gon get it when they see I got it rockin
We gon make this live forever, gone tomorrow not an option
They gon have to mention us when this is up, so listen up, this is