[ Featuring ISOL4TE ]
I don't feel the same when I come down
I don't like the feeling when your not around
Voices in my head
Telling me to end it all
I should've stayed in bed
Now I'm sniffin minerals
All the things she said
Got me feeling like a criminal
I'm not a criminal
I'm not a criminal
I be off the meds (yeah)
Making me forget an early grave is wut I said
I don't wanna f*ck cuz really I just want the neck
She thinking I'm a criminal
I'm not a criminal
I'm not a criminal
This shit that happened wasn't even worth it
Don't write my thoughts so I'm thinking in cursive
Depression all around it's so immersive
I gotta let 'em know so I'm assertive
I'm trying to keep myself up out them hearses
News flash, I be talking loud, so u heard it
I just did a line now I'm higher than a bird is
I ain't go to sleep so I'm knowing that it's working
I don't feel the same when I come down
I don't like the feeling when your not around
I was bad in school I was the class clown
But look at where I'm at and see who's laughing now
Voices in my head
Telling me to end it all
I should've stayed in bed
Now I'm sniffin minerals
All the things she said
Got me feeling like a criminal
I'm not a criminal
I'm not a criminal
I be off the meds
Making me forget an early grave is wut I said
I don't wanna f*ck cuz really I just want the neck
She thinking I'm a criminal
I'm not a criminal
I'm not a criminal
You act like I'll be dead like you got a crystal ball
Pour it to the tip, or even it just get it all
Fourty poured it in the soil cause I'm living, told you
I'm not a criminal
I'm not a criminal
But I don't wanna live it all
So I might get you involved
Yeah I might get you involved
But I don't wanna do you like that no more
I don't wanna lose you like that no more
I don't wanna leave you like that
I don't wanna leave you the way I been in my head
I been feeling so alone
Feeling so alone