[mumbling]
I'm feeling really sentimental in my head
I was under the impression you wanted me dead
And nothing could compare to the time we would spend
I just never thought that it would have to come to an end
I try to numb the pain with long nights with my friends
Making song after song hoping that I can pretend
That you were never there and you were never my friend
So now I'm sitting alone just tryna cleanse all my sins
Just tryna cleanse all my sins
Just tryna cleanse all my sins
Just tryna cleanse all my sins
Just tryna cleanse all my sins
But I think it's funny now
You gave me the run around
Cause when I'm feeling up you always gotta put me down
But I don't know how cause you're not even around
But that's the crazy thing about distance it can leave you with a frown
I'm feeling really sentimental in my head
I was under the impression you wanted me dead
And nothing could compare to the time we would spend
I just never thought that I would have to come to an end
I try to numb the pain with long nights with my friends
Making song after song hoping that I could pretend
That you were never there and you were never my friend
So now I'm sitting alone just tryna
Life keeps on changing
Living in the moment
But it gets so hard when your brains in constant torment
Afraid of my shadow just tryna fix what I have broken
But that shits just never gonna happen so I ignore it
Anxiety been eating at me, yeah I have no relief
All I gots these words that I'm jotting down on my loose leaf
Out the corner of my eye I see demonic entities
Everything just going right back to Bad Memories
You good?
Yeah man