Vinny - Escape Lyrics

I'm just trynna make it out
Everyone around me has got it all figured out
But times are really odd and i'm trynna even it out
But i'm way too deep to be thinking of leaving now
All i wanna do is leave
All of this depression, oppression making me weak
My only real connection is when i'm going to sleep
But when i'm in this recession all my dreams are in my dreams
And i been feeling pretty faded
So much wrong in my life and i can't seem to evade it
Even with my friends my emotions seem to be jaded
And its funny how people are talking about me like i made it
If i made it then tell me why i'm like this
I gotta move on from it all and hit em with bliss
I feel like i feel way too much imprisoned in this
And my vision is thickened and i can't see through the mist
And i'm just trynna be amazing
All the hate around me doesn't ever seem to phase me
When people hear my dreams they look at me like im crazy
So why are they surprised when they see can't amaze me?
And i know that this won't happen overnight
But i guess I'm just hoping that everything gon' be alright
'Cause i been praying real hard for god to show me light
And i been praying for the strength to fight through another night (waddup)

I will try
Yo escape from my darkest times
And i will fly
And ill make sure that i do it all alive

And i been trynna find a way
Everybody trynna get me to listen to what they say
I hear the same thing they sound like they on replay
I appreciate the help but in the end it's up to me
Sometimes i'm lost for my words
I been trynna find a spark, i can't seem to find the surge
Nothing's feeling dandy like a lion with no courage
And my soul is feelin' homeless gettin' murdered in the purge
Feel like i'm stuck in a spell
Twenty five to life inside my body i call a cell
Prison in my mind, falling like im going to hell
God i know you're out there, can't you hear me calling for help? damn
I been feeling so weak
You're the reason i haven't talked to nobody in weeks
Diving down to my problems yea i been diving real deep
My mind can never be solemn can't even get me to sleep damn
And i'm just trynna be amazing
All the hate around me doesn't ever seem to phase me
Forget about the fame, man nothing ain't gonna change me
I'm here to change the world that's why nothin can amaze me
And i know that this won't happen overnight
But i guess i'm just hoping that everything gon be alright
'Cause i've been prayin real hard for god to show me light
And i been praying for the strength to fight through another night

I will try
To escape from my darkest times
And i will fly
And i'll make sure that i do it all alive

Gotta get away
Gotta get away
I been trynna tell myself that everything gon' be okay
But i'm falling so behind ain't nobody wanna stay yeah
Ain't nobody wanna stay
Gotta get away
Gotta get away
I been trynna tell myself that everything gon' be okay
But i'm falling so behind ain't nobody wanna stay yeah
Ain't nobody wanna stay

I will try
To escape from my darkest times
And i will fly
And i'll make sure that i do it all alive
I will try
To escape from my darkest times
And i will fly
And i'll make sure that i do it all alive