(Even when you have nothing left to give
You would give me your everything)
(Even when you have nothing left to give
You would give me your everything)
These days they call me violent
Deadly but silent
So I run and go hide
In the grave that I've died in
A therapist but not a client
Out through school drugs sex
And violence was the only way to cope being broken
Can't take back the childhood that was Stolen
It's cold outside look at the homeless
If you were true to my lyrics youd hear it and listen
My soul has been missing
Looking at the grave I've been digging
Been fixing my self bit by bit
Getting rid of people like a checklist
Can't take my time
I gotta correct this
If I hadn't said it, wouldn't have existed
If I die will I truly be missed then
(Even when you have nothing left to give
You would give me your everything)
(Even when you have nothing left to give
You would give me your everything)
She was looking for exposure
As I was looking for some closure
I've been through this
Over and over
Bad luck no four leaf clover
Stay high now I'm never sober
Yeah I'm never sober
Yes bitch I'm high now
My new home
Moving to cloud 9
Tryna reach new highs
I heard over time
That these drugs
Are bad for your mind
I don't care
Imma get f*cked up
But it's fine
Can tell me why
That Everything is a lie
Like the love that I tried
For you last time
You f*cked me up mentally
Girl you are dead to me
Nothing but sin to me
Not what you claim to be
So much damn pain you see
Look what you did to me
But I'm still craving that feeling and Sympathy
Grieving the lost of my soul
Talking to bro about girls
They'll never evolve
Just a bunch of thirsty heart breaks
Thinking about it makes my mother f*cking Heart ache
Pain is consuming
Now people assuming
I'm heated I'm fuming
Now you lookin stupid
My heart is now fading
And people be saying
Are you and her dating?
I'm leaving, not staying
I'm dying decaying
I'm gone no replacing
I'm walking and pacing and
Love I just hate it
So why am I waiting
For fake shit
Man I swear this is fake shit