Violent Affair - Existential Crisis (demo mix) Lyrics

I open my eyes to a brand new day
And I feel my motivation start to slip away
I just don't know what to do with myself
When everything I touch just goes to hell
I can't find the words to begin to describe
How I feel everything too much inside
When I try my best but it's never enough
I'm running on empty and running out of luck

Existential crisis
It's slowly killing me
You know you can't deny
The war inside your brain

Existential crisis
Will be the death of me
You know you can't deny
That you're not who you wanted to be

I'm plagued by thoughts of inadequacy
And Feelings of failure almost constantly
There's nothing to say that could change my mind
So just save your breath don't wast your time
When I look in the mirror I hate who I see
Just a watered down version of the real me
Compromised everything that I loved about myself
What do I have to give to anyone else

Existential crisis
It's slowly killing me
You know you can't deny
The war inside your brain

Existential crisis
Will be the death of me
You know you can't deny
That you're not who you wanted to be

Imprisoned by my own madness
Can someone tell me why I exist
I don't wanna live my life like this
Can someone tell me why I exist
I've no one else to blame in the end
Can someone tell me why I exist
It's an uphill battle I just can't win
Can someone tell me why I exist

In search of purpose I'm looking for meaning
But I won't lay here broken and defeated
And I can't pour from an empty cup
I've got to find the strength to pick myself up