Vivian - Cancel Lyrics

I'll admit I saw it coming
But we held that notion up
'til we went insane
Now, all the time
I dream of spiders and machines
A girl who simply needs a friend
I hold you up as some new standard
And maybe soon I'll have the things
That I so need
But yesterday I dreamt I'd heard this all before
F*ck our health, let's have some fun
And I know I'm a selfish soul
But it's not enough to be loved
And I was cruel
Oh no, but it's not enough to just be loved
And I know I'm a selfish soul
But it's not enough to be loved
And I was cruel
Oh no, but it's not enough to just be loved
When I want something to sink my teeth into
And I'd like to act accordingly
Maybe something new that I could slip into
I'd like you to act accordingly
I thought I knew, but I had no clue
We're far away for something new
Maybe one more time
And I'd have the urge to call it mine
Why can't I act accordingly
I keep on thinking how I
Still don't know where I'll get the money
I call you up to cancel plans
And now I'm sure lifelong monogamy's a lie
I hid my phone when you were around
When you were around
It's not enough to just be loved
Be loved
Be loved
It's not enough to just be loved